I've been pretty idle today. Which is fine, but I'm worrying about things that I shouldn't. I'm stressed about my finances. I have $17 in my checking account until I get paid next Friday. I live paycheck to paycheck, so it's not like I can really save a lot. That's why I'm going to school, so I can get a job that pays more money. That is stressing me out, too. School stuff, and how to pay for it and pay for living expenses and trying to find a job. People in charge just don't get it.
Jason's job is ending this week. His store is being bought out by another company. No one really knows much about what the new operation will be. He is hoping that he will be able to keep a similar position with the new owners, but he is going to look for something else, up here in the city. And he wants to move up here. I'd like that a lot.
Jackson texted me today. He is passing through town tonight with the band and wanted to invite me for hangs at the Ballroom. I'd like that. I'm not going to drink because I have to work tomorrow. Plus, see fourth sentence of the blog post! And, I have to go to the grocery store to buy food to make an item for the potluck tomorrow. I don't want to bring anything, honestly. I don't want to spend $!5 to make a massive salad or whatever when everyone else is bringing meat and cheese (I saw the sign up sheet) and I'm not going to eat that.
I was at work until about 6:20pm on Friday. Everyone else had left shortly after 5pm to go to happy hour. I was invited as well, but I passed because I had other plans. Plus, I had some things to finish up at work. Dr. S came into the room where I was working and gave me a hug and said thank you and that he appreciates all the work I do. I said you're welcome and thank you so much for acknowledging me. I really need to hear things like that every now and then.
I'm probably just hormonal right now, but the future scares me sometimes.
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