theme song for a humboldt park after hours party

slept about three hours on friday, and at one point found myself in the white castle (i'll pass, but thanks for offering...) drive thru with six other people, who ordered like $60 worth of food. i love the feeling of still being able to surprise myself sometimes, and perhaps even more so, the feeling of being surprised by others. i'm referring here to perhaps make-out of the year 2010.

on saturday, i decided (too late as that shit was sold out) to go to beat kitchen to see broadway calls (see below. totally jam of week right now.) and dear landlord. went to a pot luck with roy and friends instead. it was in sterile south loop, but lots of fun. the host was hilarous, cutting jokes, people were nice and welcoming. gorgeous night.

looking forward to owth and dear landlord at sub-t in june. already bought tix for that one cuz dear landlord is going to be tour tight as hell. i am psyched to get the new record and also to see owth. have not seen them play since opening for the waste back in december. i also love the new song. i have heard mixed feedback from people about it.

i got my hair cut. its way cute. i feel really confident in myself again, and people have complimented me on it. maybe its the excitement of new job prospects, the end of school in sight, my heart being over giuseppe (what, all i had to do was bang somebody else? i should have resolved this months ago! but i'm too discerning), new friends and drinking with roy at delilah's, the sunlight blasting through my window in the morning, but i feel like i'm back. a happy, smiling girl that i know is in here somewhere but who has been hiding all winter, is finally on the break out! hopefully i can attract a boyfriend for summer. the cutest boys in chicago reside in logan square. i see you, in your cut off shorts, zipping around the neighborhood on your bikes, and each and everyone one of you make me smile.


"can i lay next to you on your couch?"
"yes"







so get at get at me
i've been waiting
anticipation driving me crazy
i've been dying all night long

for this(??) to find a way to my heart
pick me back up
drop me back off at the start
i've been dying all night long

this only goes so far
before we break our hearts
reacting to our loneliness
(??) lay alone too late
just give in seal this fate
reacting to our loneliness

over reacting
i get carried away with you
i want to smuggle you across state lines
break the law to make you all mine
she never asked me
but i promise not to tell
i never dreamed the night could go so well
so hard to keep this to myself

cuz i remember everything.