Sunday, April 14, 2013

no changes since last visit

I ran into Clarkson Sr. at the grocery store tonight. I'm surprised that we have not seen each other there before now. Seeing him in such a mundane setting made me really curious.

I wonder what his situation is that he still lives at home, and is he ashamed? Is there any desire at all to move out?

My parents are pressuring me HARD to purchase a house. I told them I was hesitant because I am afraid to live alone. Which is a little true, but mostly just a bogus excuse. My mom can be a total cunt. Cunt. It blows my mind some of the things she says to me. She deserves to be slapped in the mouth with the back of my hand for the way she speaks to me sometimes, but that is not going to happen because I was taught to respect.

The only thing I still know is that I don't know.

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