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Yesterday was 'aight.

Quite productive now that I am recapping, even though I dind't make it out of the house until late late.

I did spend a lot of time in the afternoon looking up stuff online....still gunning for a house to purchase. I have several in the running; lots of new listings. I am anxious to speak to the loan officer at the credit union on Monday.

I also spent a lot a time on various pro photo blogs. I'm getting excited! Winter is such a beautiful season, and I love shooting at night. The sky is usually more clear, and I love when the street looks wet, lots of glare, and when there is snow! Its just such a nice juxtaposition and mix of color temps.

I went ice skating with wiener dog at Steinberg. It was super crowded, but an enjoyable outing. Only $6 because I have my own skates.

Stopped off at the casino on the way home. Perhaps a mistake. Lost the $60 I won last week in about 40 minutes. I was really hoping to be out of the house for a bit longer than that, but I guess it wasn't in the cards. (I'm not sorry).

Texted some people about organizing for a road trip to see some bands next weekend.

Also fired up my online dating profile again. It's soooo stupid. I feel like a total wiener. I quickly glanced through the first three or so pages of my search results, and there was NO ONE I was even remotely interested in contacting. All the dudes on match were super old, and the vibe I got from the other site was more hook-up, not serious.

So, I have, for the time being, decided to leave the profile up. I will not actively pursue anyone, but if some guy contacts me and I'm interested, I will respond. That was my strategy with Bryan, and although that turned out to be a bust, I don't regret it.

I'm kinda sorta hoping that Matt wants to hang out with me again. I know he was disappointed that I kinda ditched him to hang out with Bryan, but he also knows that I sincerely want some one to take me seriously, I desire something more tangible, and that is not the situation that we had. I have tested the waters a bit that past week. He does respond to my texts, but no meet-ups yet. I did see him at a show a few weeks ago, and waved and said hi.

So far today I have been unmotivated to get out of the house. Even though it is sunny the air temp is quite brisk!