"tonight will ruin tomorrow"

Current mood: lonely

rode my bike for about 90 minutes tonight. slower cruising pace to shake the melancholy. took armitage to the lakefront. passed the lincoln park zoo. made me think about how when nate and i drove up here for a show and he drank beers in the car the whole way and COULD NOT hold it for like five more minutes, and ran out of the car and into the dark night, my foot on the brake at a red light. i pulled off on a side street and waited til he came back from peeing on the gate!

soooo, rode to the lakefront. it was gorgeous. i little chill to the air. the lake was a deep deep blue and the sky was cloudless with hints of pink and yellow at twilight. there was a lot of people out riding bikes and running. there was also a lot of people sitting on the big concrete stairs just looking at the water. i wonder if everyone who sits and watches the water is lonely. there were few boats and waves were long and slow. gulls hovered in the air scavenging for food. in the distance the ferris wheel was alit and the downtown skyline was getting there.




i wonder if everyone who sits and watches the water is lonely.